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The sky seemed bluer today And the sun seemed brighter and warmer. The world seemed brighter and warmer. Sweet like red wine. Dripping like blood down my shoulders, my wrists, my thighs. You gave me a chance to come alive When you skimmed the surface when you made me bleed the sweetest blood made a clean cut, should heal just fine And all the red flows like wine Drink me in taste me I cannot save you And you cannot save me. Shattered in unison, strangled by our fear. Drink me in. I'll be your vice. I'll flow through you in our makeshift paradise. I cannot save you you or your heart tattooed on your wrist surrounding y

It is astonishing.. Old love that tortures and aches the keeper's heart can be inadvertently pushed away like the moving of a mountain that has grown in place of one's will to love and breath and live. All the anguish fades with just a spark; a look; a touch of something that reawakens urges long buried underneath a shattered past. The life returns. The love is new and pure. Not yet touched by hands worse than mine. I will nurture it and keep it safe Like a rose growing in my heart. Much like the end of winter's bareness. The ice is melting. Spring comes. The flowers bloom again. Blinded and healed by what destroyed us

There may come a time when I'll see you again But I won't react like I used to. I won't feel bad or intimidated by your presence. You see, my heart's grown back to it's glory days And it's crumbled walls have been rebuilt again And the trees and vines surrounding have stopped wilting And I think I'm finally ready to let someone walk in there again. I've cleaned up the weeds and the fear and the loneliness And planted something new in there; a new beginning I've opened up my heart again, and I've finally thrown you out Every trace of you has disappeared, and I feel so free. The flowers have started blooming again Much like they wo